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About Vanna

God is the source of my strength and because of this I have the desire and ability to move forward. I am convinced that we should "Live" until we die. In essence, live life with passion and purpose. I receive fulfillment when I encourage others to do the same. ***Please do not copy any material from this site without giving credit to this site. Thank you***

My Baby Would Have Been 22 years old today

My Baby Would Have Been 22 years old today.

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My Baby Would Have Been 22 years old today

                Today would have been my baby’s 22nd birthday.  It’s natural to wonder…what would he have been doing today?  Would his hair be long or short? What career move would he be making … Continue reading

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Morning Light

It’s  been a long time since I’ve written on this blog.   As I look at the date of the last entry, WOW, it’s been almost a year. Once I begin writing again, the experience feels like I never left. … Continue reading

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Death…the enemy

Today is a beautiful day. The sun is shining…it’s 75 degrees…purrr-fect! Then I get to work and before I enter the building, the news is received…a co-worker was killed in a motorcycle accident. Instantly, my heart sinks. I say…What? I … Continue reading

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Understanding Will Never Bring You Peace

Understanding Will Never Bring You Peace.

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Understanding Will Never Bring You Peace

Sometimes I’ve felt like if I could just understand WHY, I would be so much better.  Why did this have to happen?  Why did that happen?  Why couldn’t things have been different?  Why now?  Why him? If I just knew….why. … Continue reading

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Today would have been my baby’s 21 birthday…

Today would have been my baby’s 21 birthday….

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Today would have been my baby’s 21 birthday…

Where does the time go? It’s been 2 years and 4 months since Justin…went to sleep. He is …away and so greatly missed…never forgotten.  I’m thinking back to the last birthday that we celebrated. He loved gymnastics so I had this cake … Continue reading

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The Saw

The Saw.

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The Saw

Grief is a peculiar animal that seemingly has a mind of its own.  A few moments ago I was thinking about how my emotions go back and forth, back and forth, back and forth.  It reminds me of the motions … Continue reading

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