Category Archives: despair

The Abyss of Grief

Posted on August 28, 2017 by Vanna

Then from the cold abyss a cold hand appeared , and spellbound he watched as this mysterious hand takes flight, and it was aimed at his heart. At the threshold of his chest the hand points a finger and inserts … Continue reading →

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The Dream

Posted on February 7, 2016 by Vanna

I had a dream a few days ago and Justin (who is pictured above and  was at the tender age of 18 when he passed away) was in my dream and so was my oldest son, whom I had just … Continue reading →

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My Baby Would Have Been 22 years old today

Posted on July 31, 2015 by Vanna

                Today would have been my baby’s 22nd birthday.  It’s natural to wonder…what would he have been doing today?  Would his hair be long or short? What career move would he be making … Continue reading →

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Death…the enemy

Posted on August 28, 2014 by Vanna

Today is a beautiful day. The sun is shining…it’s 75 degrees…purrr-fect! Then I get to work and before I enter the building, the news is received…a co-worker was killed in a motorcycle accident. Instantly, my heart sinks. I say…What? I … Continue reading →

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Understanding Will Never Bring You Peace

Posted on August 12, 2014 by Vanna

Understanding Will Never Bring You Peace.

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Understanding Will Never Bring You Peace

Posted on August 12, 2014 by Vanna

Sometimes I’ve felt like if I could just understand WHY, I would be so much better.  Why did this have to happen?  Why did that happen?  Why couldn’t things have been different?  Why now?  Why him? If I just knew….why. … Continue reading →

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